We've been in Ukraine about 8 years now and have gone through different sorts of hardships from pickpockets, to break ins, to harassment, and now to the threat of a group burning down our buildings. This week I've been thinking about all of these and how we react.
One of the things I've been thinking about is what I would like to have in life vs. what God has called me to as a Christian (just a Christian, not a missionary).
What I want:
- a warm, clean, efficient, good-looking house
- my family to be safe from harm
- peace and quiet
- family nearby
- good health
- to be able to afford to buy things that make life easier
What I have been called to:
- life as if my home was in heaven, not here on earth
- joy in the midst of suffering
- persecution for my faith
- serving the needs of others more than my own needs
- give because God has given to me
There are a few things that can be added to both those lists but those are the things that I have been contrasting in my head the last few days as I thought about the reality of a group of people attacking our church and given the reason that we are a protestant church. I realize that God doesn't call us to an easy, quiet life. Sure, God may give that to us but that is not the reward for being a Christian.
Liese and I have also been discussing the difference between suffering (in a general sense) and persecution. The reason we started to talk about it is because so often in response to things like this attack on our church people say things like "this just shows you are doing something right". That is an encouraging thing to say, but I'm not sure how true it is. I mean, were we doing something wrong before this sort of thing happened? So often adversity on the mission field, in a church anywhere, or on a mission trip is counted as a spiritual attack that is meant to stop us from finishing that good thing we started. And yet Jesus says that persecution is simply a result of us being like him, and Paul says that simply living godly will lead to suffering. Suffering is for our good, to purify us and make us holy. It is how God disciplines us and teaches us. Peter wrote that fiery trials are sent from God to test us. James said to consider it a joy when you are in various trials, knowing that trials produce in you many good things.
Suffering then is a sign that God is working in your life to make you holy and more like Him. It should be part of every Christian's life. It shouldn't always be considered a sign that whatever work you are doing is a great threat to satan and thus worthy of a satanic assault.
Earthquakes, tornadoes, hurricanes, droughts, floods, crime, war...all these things bring suffering with them and yet they happen to everyone. God allows them to happen in our lives because through them He wants us to turn to Him as our great treasure instead of the things of this world.
We are going to suffer as God's way of purifying our faith. CS Lewis said that pain is God's megaphone to the world. This suffering and pain is for our good in the same way that children are disciplined for their good. Adversity and hardship are what makes us strong mature believers. Adversity is not out of the ordinary, a special attack, a sign that satan is not happy, a sign that the kingdom of this world is being threatened, or an affront to the kingdom of God. It is God's plan for our life to force our hearts to choose between this world and the world to come, to choose between our own selfish pleasures and God. Perhaps in God's plan suffering includes an attack from the enemy etc but I really don't think that should be the focus of what is going on. Peter and James and Paul all mentioned the fact that there is a spiritual war but none of them talked about it in regards to suffering, adversity, or persecution. By faith that we press on in spite of suffering knowing that Christ has already won the victory.
In the same way persecution for your faith should be a normal thing for a believer. And by persecution I mean physical attack, or physical hardship, not scorn or jest. It should be expected that we live such radically different lives from the world that the culture around us will be angry at us and want us out of the picture. Not that we are trouble makers, antagonizers, or the like. But simply that we are different in a way that threatens the status quo so much that people don't like it.
Those are some of the thoughts I've been having the last few days.